haiz..feelings..relationship..love...
these are just things and emotions that will let a human go really 'high' and really 'low'
why must be there be emotions and feelings?..why must there be attraction between man and woman?
why do feelings change?..why do people change?..why..
some others can be such an asshole...to be so insensitive..why are there such person in this world?...
sorry, when i'm piss...i say such things..really feel like screwing that person upside down...
i was once a victim but also one who has cause pain to someone i loved so much before..
i know how hurtful it can be...how pain and sorrow it will be..
if things were to turn out this way..why even started it...shUck!
was doing my APEL reflection, kinda think about many things again..dun worry, i'll be alright...soon..it's just those moment when memories just flow pass..

i'm worried, but i know dear gal, u will need time..just like me...all i can say is...it's over le...
have to be strong rite...time will do the healing...time will do the job...
do not know what i can do but to lend a listening ear and a shoulder if u need one...encourage u to cry out cause it will feel better...force ur tears out..dun keep to yourself le...it's not healthy..haiz..have to let ur emotion run wild sometimes...
Do not think..do not dream..i believe u will know what to do..only that you need time..
turn to someone who you can be sure that he will not leave u..the someone is HIM..always go back to HIM...he is faithful..he will not leave us..

Never will i leave you..Never will i forsake you... Hebrews 13:5
take care gal..
i'll always keep you in my prayer...
*haiz*