Hi there, how's everyone?...i'm doing fine...preparing some stuff at home...i have yet found a job but i've applied and send in my resume to IBN for a month of attachment...could be a good experience for me...if i manage to finish my preparation, maybe next week i'll look for a job..maybe.lol...i'm a lazy person when comes to work..ha..
oh well, i started reading the new biligual bible i bought...told myself to brush up my chinese...i dunno how long i will last...as in you now...reading His word everyday...it'll be fine if i only read the english version...but nah...i have to read the chinese version too...so many words i forget how to read already la...really pray God will help me thru..to give me a good memory to rem the chinese charactors...to understand and gain new revelation...-thou it's been awhile since i gain any..ha..pray that i will be determine enough to at least finish the new testament...
the journey of a Christian life can have ups and downs...that's part and parcel of our growth...being able to strike a balance is a challenge...busy...tired...lazy...common reasons..how then can we maintain this relationship with our Father God?... sometimes we just have to put away EVERYTHING or should i say to lift up all our burdens and work to Him...let God renew and strenghten us...let God be our BOSS.....if man were to cont. striving on with their own strenght and flesh..one day..you will lose it all...you will break down...you will lose the intimacy with God too..it's hard...i didn't say it's easy...but we have to always kept that in mind..and do it...
Forgetting what is behind and straining towards what is ahead...i bet it's another challenging thing to do..
but God clearly tells us that in Philippian 3.13...a past memory..a past event..a past emotion..can stop one from moving ahead...can even prevent or hinder or bondage one from getting out of the misery...i experience it before and each day is a misery...but i realise if i were to really surrender them to God and asked Him to help me take it away...I can be free once again...free from bondages...free from hurts...but now, it's whether you want and allow God to come and intervene ornot?..or you rather let it linger in your mind and you trying to find a way out or and answer yourself...there's a choice to make...chose wisely pls...dun let the past haunt you..

i knew somethings gonna happen...just waiting for u to say but u prefer to type it out..well..eh...but u know clearly in your heart..it's over...

Phil 3.13-14 Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.