today is a boring day...
stay at home the whole day but only manage to study 5topic of bloodbank ....i got 12 topics to study ar...
haven touch Bpharm..shuck...

it's really no good to be alone at home...especially at this moment...at this type of situation...think and think and think...JoAnNe aR...stop thinking can ornot...haiz..

Knew something...kinda sad again...it just tells me he has not get over it yet...he is still very sad...haiz..

been thinking about...my school life...always a loner...eversince from sec sch...dun have clicks...always mixing around with different people..different group...sometimes..just alone...is it a good thing or a bad thing...?
the good thing will be : i won't feel drifted apart from the group if i have other committment...i can just do whatever things i want...can go anywhere i want...
the bad thing will be : sometimes...i'll just be alone..it always happen...
feel weird when i just join any of the groups...then after that...go seperate ways...eh...

but i'm really glad i have two good fren from poly now...my da jie emily and also sheewee...really thank you...
my xiAo mei from sec sch...dorothy..even though we seldom meet up but ya..eh...just the bond rite...
these are the only good frens i have...living in this world for 19years...eh...
sec school frens...pri school frens...haiz...only when we are having our once a year gathering then will chat chat...after that...no more...even on msn...won't talk to each other too...haiz...my tkd frens...i think i'll be seperated from them le ba...tkd...where good memories flow..but sad ones too...as for club...i dunno...dun dare to put my hope so high...life is unpredictable rite...haiz....i thought after my sec sch,my sec school frens will still contact each other but things just change..new friends..new environment...new comittment...haiz...
As for my three good frens..they have their other friends..other committment too...so..ya..can't always be with me rite...eh...sometimes..just feel abit pai sei to look for you guys..cos i know you all got other friends too..if you tell me to join you guys...i guess you will know my answer...i will feel extra...haiz...dunno what i'm typing liao ar...haiz..
get a liFE man JoAnNe...

*getting emotional...*