going to work soon...
i'm so bored..even though i have tons and tons of stuff to do..oh man..
can someone just kill me and let me REST in peace..
really wondering how long i can last before i finally break down...
i don't wan to care bout so many stuff anymore..can someone replace my role here...
it's so tiring..

am i doing the right thing?...i don't even have time for myself man..have i chosen the right path..
so tiring..so tiring...studies is still important..i know..but it's so hard to balance my time..guess i'm BAD in managing time...

it will be a new beginning...everything is planned for me...eh...but what is being planned?..can i know now?...i just don't wanna carry on this journey not knowing what's is being planned ahead for me..i have to have faith and be patient and wait..but i'm a faithless creature...i'm an anxious person..can you show me a clearer direction where to go on...i'm lost now...

life is so unmeaningful now...

are we sharing lesser and lesser stuff to each other...maybe yes maybe no...but no matter what...i still care alot...cheer up too gal...

*walking aimlessly*