have i mention i've been dreaming for the past few weeks...almost everyday...it's getting irritating..every morning i'll be super tired..
last time was nightmare...now is unrealistic dreams..oh man...can't i just have a good sleep...

got emo in the afternoon...suddenly thought of my ex again...maybe cos i got nothing to do then i start to think of many many things again...things that are kept at the back of my brain flashes back..

how are u now? ...sigh...that's the only question i can ask now i guess...it's just so funny...when things change...it really change..crap..what am i talking about...

do u think people appreciate the things i've done?...do u think people know how much i've put in..not that i wan the whole world to know about it...but...when is the last time people praised me?..
no one actually told me i've chose the right path..no one actually said i've done a good job for running the club as a pres again...people joke around bout my joanne disease...i dun mind..but it somehow change the way people look at me...i dunno..i think i'm thinking too much...i'm going crazy soon...