i guess the only thing i'm good at now is to cry...everyday i cry...
felt so lost...i know i need to find a job SOON...
i know i can't cont. to slack anymore..i know all that...so what's the point of saying but not doing anything..
that's me..i have no energy to do ANYTHING now..
everyday i feel useless...that is enough to spoil my day..that is enough to make me cry..that is enough to pull me alway from the real world...
why is this happening to me..
once again..i felt lonely..i felt lost..

i need u now...where are u..it works both way but why are u so slow in replying...i lose hope in u..i no longer find strenght and comfort...everytime i think of u...i cry..everytime i see other people believing in u..i cry..how can i be them..when will i experience u once again..my heart is harden..i can't feel anything now..i am a lost sheep..where is my shepherd..

i got a feeling i'll piss someone off very soon..i hope this wont happen..if it happen...i really dun see where am i still here...i should be gone..gone long ago..gone far far away..