hello guys,
how is everyone?
hmm..i'm still at the immunology section..next week then change to biochem..eh..
nothing much to update about SIP..everyday do the same thing..but i labelled samples for this two days...to me, that's the easiest..ha..but my back ache like mad..how i wish someone can help me massage man..haiz..

hmmm...have been emotion-less recently...or rather... i wish i could be emotion less..
someone asked me a question again..." have you regret..letting go your bf..".and .." why did you chose club and fren but not him..?"
i gave a thought and said:" ya..i did...i did regret.."..but i dunno how to answer the second question..
i guess he is rite...being in the club is something i like..i'm doing things i like..i guess i'm not matured enough to handle so many committment..i regret not balancing my time well..i regret not being a good gf..i regret for what i have done to him..
haiz..if we were still together...today will be our 23rd month plus 2days anniversary..but it isn't...3 more days will be 2 months...it has been two months since i last see him...i do miss you you know?...but i can only miss you now..you said the joanne you know is gone already...i dunno how to answer you..i dunno what to response...all i know is i can only miss you now...i miss your hugs..your kisses...your tenderness...your care and concern..your love..
today i walked home from tampines interchange...ya..i walked and run back..
just feel like running...i ran to tuesday training place..
was hoping i could see him...just wanna peep at him...see how is he..
was hiding when i reach..heart was pumping fast..partly cos i run..partly cos i'm afraid he will see me..but but but..he no longer teach there anymore...hmmm...so sad...so..dunno how to describe...
how have you been...how are you??...

dun need to say sorry my dear sis...if you were sorry..then i am too...i didn't notice you were feeling down too gal..
i didn't wanna tell you i'm not feeling good cos i know u will be worried...hmmm...but if both of us have the same thinking...not wanting to make each other worried...then i think we are not being true with each other rite?..you understand?..but again..i said b4 i'll try to understand you....i'll be patient and etc..wait till you wanna share then tell me..haiz..i also dunno how to say ar..think you should understand ba?..hmm..
dunno what trigger you to think of the past again...but hope you are fine... i'll be around if you need someone k...always will be...ake care too..