the world is so small.
one of the ex TP student working in my attachment place learn tkd too.
and her ex bf was someone we know...and the people we knows she knows too..
she say maybe she saw me in one of the tournaments b4..eh..
there it goes...trigger my mind to think of the past again..

she asked if i'm still training...i say no and she ask why..haiz...i must say the reason i'm in tkd is becos of him..most of it is becos of him..but i do like tkd..like it when after training i'm perpiring like mad..nice..i miss the training days..i really do..the sound from the target after kicking..the satification after kicking your opponent head..the fulfillment after breaking a plank...the dangerous stunts we performed...together...so nice to have a couple performing together rite...haiz...

someone asked me...if i were given a chance to get back with him...will i do it?
i said no...becos i know i will hurt him again...
he replied...meaning you still care for him alot rite...
and i guess..ya..i still care for him alot..

that person asked me that question on the bus..and i cried..i'm sitting facing the back of the bus..and i cried..so ma lu...then i faster get down the bus and walked home..
was crying while walking...
then i went to the small park near my house...and cried there...
feel the urge to call him...but i dare not...i dare not face him...i just feel so sorry for what i've done...
i'm really sorry...