Thursday, October 06, 2005

hello..
i'll be tranfered to biochemistry section next week onwards for 3weeks .
kinda sad cos i'll miss doing what i'm doing now..eh.
just got the hand of it ar..then need to change section le.

i'm very tired recently.. guessed its becos i've loss too much water on saturday night..
didn't sleep well too..

i worried too..SIP...MP..ASc..feeling the stress le...guess it me...always worrying and giving myself stress...
at this state i am now..i'm not able to cope...i'm tearing apart le.
i did distribute work to other members and i know you guys are great but i'm still worried.
after reaching home after work...i will need to check mail...reply mail..
not many things to do now for club but in my mind..like alot...shucky feeling..
ASc is going full force with 5 advisors now..i think..eh...
Hope we will be able to fulfill the goal i set this AY...or am i expecting too much?..
i wan to do more solid projects but can't think of any...haiz..

I'm always too lazy to do research after work for my MP...shuck again...sat meeting up le..zero infor now...JOanne ar..can you start doing work?...PBL that time also like that..now MP also..MP 8 cu ar...GPA drop until like that already(comparing to myself) still dun wanna work hard..
haiz..

both of us noe that we can't get back together unless i change back to who i am in the past...
why...why did i change to a person like that with such charactor now...selfish..amibitous..irresponsible...
i'm too lazy to do anything...i'm drifting apart again...




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