feeling rather worried this few days...
worried bout my project..worried bout my club..really felt drifted away..
thought i could handle it..but looks like i can't ..i've over-estimated myself..
i dun have the mood..dun have the strength to do things..
sorry guys...
i really wanna see the club grow..see the club get close together..see the club becoming to a big family working together to serve the school...to have fun..to create a bond..to have the passion like the ex comm once had...
pls help me get the passion back..i want it back!!...
i miss you guys...i miss the ex comm...i miss roy my vicepres..i miss peiling and sheewee my secretaries..i miss emily and joanna my treasurers..i miss fadhli and jem my welfare..i miss jingkai and alan my quatermaster..i miss qian hui and eugene my publicity..i miss shuiyi and woanting my subcomm coordinator..i miss yanming..my publice relation officer...
haiz...where are u guys...why am i alone here with shuyi...
SHUCK mAN...really hate this feeling...i Dun WANNA GET DRIFTED AWAY FROM THE CLUB>>>PULL ME BACK PLS!!!

10Nov..coming nearer...i fear that day...it's a thursday..i'm working 10am to 6.30pm..should have the strenght to do one thing...it's been a long time since i've gone there...
10 Nov...a day i'll never forget..a day tt will make my heart turn sour again...

where and who can i pour my worries to...to GOD above?...
never "talk" to HIM for like 3weeks?...haiz...
must i act strong infront of you too?...haiz...

i know stress is ownself find one..but how to relax?..
being the leader..one have to be steady...then others will feel "safe" under you..
acting strong is so tiring...i'm falling apart..club..and project group...haiz..

*i wan back the passion*