this blogskin looks like my previous one eh..white background..give ppl a peaceful feEing...
hoW i hope my hEart will bE as peAcefuL as it toO...

sudDenly, felt sO loSt...felt sO bAd..feLt so wrOng..felt so guiLty..felt so..arg..i dunNO...
i became a "ya ba" todaY..i dunno wAt to saY to hEr...but aS loNg as i cAn seE hEr..cAn See thAt she's stiLl oK..it's enOugh le...
sEeing u like that is reAlly very sucky...but i gueSs it's sOmething u nEed to gO through..
i ratHer u pAin noW thEn later bUt at the sAme tIme..it reaLly doEs huRt..
my sMall liTtle hEart tuRn sour whEn i seE u...
it seEms tHat it's me thAt has sTarted all thIs..
iN the eNd, u are sufferinG..aNd i'm hEre doIng notHing but jUst woRryiNg...arg...

cAme into coNtact with tkd recently eh...aRe u trYing to teLl me somethIng?...fiRst is the sMs telling me to go back traiNing...second is tHe question yesterday..thiRd is i sAw a tkd clAss at a neW renovated CC..aNd i knOw that iNstructor..
fouRth is my secOndary School friend suDDenly asKed mE whY i stOp training..
fiFth is sOmeoNe asked mE if i Know aboUt a tkD pErformAnce...aiyaya..whAt's wRong..
i miss trAining but..nVm..
hmm..i shOuld stOP thinkIng lE..hahA..

criEd on the wAy hoMe though...just fEel like cRying..soMething is mAking me feEling very the sour...
guesS it's seEiNg u sufFering and mE thinKing of tkd (whiCh eventually led to hIm)..
but i'm oK..reAlly ok..liFe stiLl gO oN...=)..

i'M prAying..reAl hard..