i'm pissed..i'm angry..i'm sad..i'm worried..i'm tired..i'm irritated..i'm hurt...
i'm on the verge of crying...
but i can't...
my heart is turning sour...a feeling i got when i'm REALLY sad and hurt..
but no..i'm not going to cry now..not at this moment..

ARG...WHAT'S HAPPENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!