hmm...what is the emotion i'm feeling now..hmm..jealous?..eh..yea..jealous..i am jealous..haiz...

ppl in my lab actually thought i'm with someone else there..OH MAN!!
i'll kill myself if i'm with that guy man..

but it kind of made me think..what have i done to make them think that way..
have i been too close with that person?
i dun think i am...
but it will be scary if they think i was but i myself think i wasn't.
this just show how suay pian, how open, how...dunno lar.. i am rite..
i'm just trying to show or should i say ACT concern...if not..our life there in the lab will not be good man..haiz..
just wondering how the world outside sees me...what an impression i've given to them...haiz..
ok..i'm thinking too much...

but those ppl who thought that way dun know me well...lucky my fren attached there never agree with them..
haiz..

things are starting to get worse each day in the lab...pls dun let anything happen...
my patience has reached a limit..i'll explode soon if it cont....i'm trying to control myself..i'm trying to ACT cheerful..
MP is getting onto my nerve..