haiz..feelings..relationship..love...
these are just things and emotions that will let a human go really 'high' and really 'low'
why must be there be emotions and feelings?..why must there be attraction between man and woman?
why do feelings change?..why do people change?..why..
some others can be such an asshole...to be so insensitive..why are there such person in this world?...
sorry, when i'm piss...i say such things..really feel like screwing that person upside down...
i was once a victim but also one who has cause pain to someone i loved so much before..
i know how hurtful it can be...how pain and sorrow it will be..
if things were to turn out this way..why even started it...shUck!
was doing my APEL reflection, kinda think about many things again..dun worry, i'll be alright...soon..it's just those moment when memories just flow pass..

i'm worried, but i know dear gal, u will need time..just like me...all i can say is...it's over le...
have to be strong rite...time will do the healing...time will do the job...
do not know what i can do but to lend a listening ear and a shoulder if u need one...encourage u to cry out cause it will feel better...force ur tears out..dun keep to yourself le...it's not healthy..haiz..have to let ur emotion run wild sometimes...
Do not think..do not dream..i believe u will know what to do..only that you need time..
turn to someone who you can be sure that he will not leave u..the someone is HIM..always go back to HIM...he is faithful..he will not leave us..

Never will i leave you..Never will i forsake you... Hebrews 13:5
take care gal..
i'll always keep you in my prayer...
*haiz*

Hello ...
today's LMQA paper is crap..aiyaya..ha..dunno how do to the probability qn. then also forget about QA stuff...only rem QC...last qn 20marks...dunno correct ornot man...diao...but nvm...it's over..

slacking whole day today, went out with sis after my paper.. she's stone-ing all the way..
hope she's fine althought can sense she still haven get over it..aiyaya*

dun worry gal, i'll be around ....we will support each other ya...=)
through thick and thin and thin and thick..okok..crapping..24/7 available ar..ha..
have to try..must try..

*God bless all*

hELow !!
it's study week now but it's = to term test week..
mine isn't that bad as those PS ppl ar..they have 4 paper (mon-thur)
i only have two.
but they finish exam first..iRritating!!...ha..

looking forward to end of exam man...wanna go KboX..sentosa...night cycling!!...
but i'm actually dragging to go for SIP...
dunno why..haiz...go SIP = no go sch, then no go sch = no see fren, then no see fren = BORED!!

dunno how am i going to survive this 5mths man...shuck!

i have to learn how to cook le man...now exam..everyday at home..but nobody cook for me...sobsob...die ar...cannot survive alone sia...no food le...hoping i wont think too much too...haiz..

take care k..my dear fren vincent..

really hope my dear sis wont be hurt again...haiz...dunno to be happy or worried ar...haiz...

*thank you father, for being here for me...i know you are around even though i can't hear or feel you..but i have faith and i believe in you*

Hello ppl !!
new blog..new design..new....just_me...ha...
trying to get things over ar..so change blog lor..
do feel lonely sometimes ar...but i know there are frens out there supporting me ya..
and one thing for sure...HE will not leave me...=)

yesterday was the last official day in TP...feeling quite sad actually...time really flies man..
just a blink and we are going for attachment soon..
many memories starts flowing back...
first day in TP...as a freshie..that's the day i know about Applied Science Studies Club..haha..
i must say i have so many memorable moments in Tp is becos of ASc...
...all the lame-ness and serious-ness...all the fun and tired-ness....all the frens and sista...all the tears and laughter....eh...thank you guys..

Not forgeting my caregroup, although i seldom spent time with you all..but really thank you guys for remember my b'day every year..(still remember you guys gave me a dog soft toy which we are suppose to sell during ccn day)..ha.
and also cheering me up when i'm down..do take care k..

next to my PBL group members...for 2sem...3pbl...victor, kevin,eugene,lihuey and ian...thank you for being such a wonderful group member...we gone thru many late nights and brainstorming ya..haha..
will not forget the sakae sushi "outing" too..haha..

last but not least..the frens and lecturers there...thank you for everything...

wanna thank vincent too...u did brighten my life in TP too..really...thank you for those happy moments..thank you...

i miss you guys alot man...really hope we won't drift apart...really hope we can still call up each other...have some gathering...i miss you..i miss TP....*sob*

*take care my dearest frens*