WWJD- What Would Jesus Do.....

why am i feeling like that?..
Do i or do i not...
If i do not...then why do i feel like tt?....
If i do..then why do i feel like tt?...

hAha...just a random entry today...
the above is titled : Do I...
Lol..

A poem i read from guitar4christ website:

It is only a tiny rosebud,
A flower of God's design;
But i cannot unfold the petals
With these clumsy hands of mine.
The secret of unfolding flowers
Is not known to such as I
GOD opens this flower so sweetly,
When in my hands they fade and die.
If I cannot unfold a rosebud,
This flower of God's design,
Then how can I think I have wisdom
To unfold this life of mine?
So I'll trust in Him for His leading
Each moment of everyday.
I will look to him for His guidance
Each step of the pilgrim way.
The pathway that lies before me,
Only my Heavenly Father Knows.
I'll trust Him to unfold the moments,
Just as He unfolds the rose.

It gets tiring when u dunno what's ahead of you...
you are lost and confused...
but God knows...
and that's why we say
Our Life is in you Lord...
Our Strength is in you Lord...
Our Hope is in you Lord...

Trust God and let Him unfolds the beauty in our life...

i'm going thru some emotional roller coaster now...and it's funny becos i'm not the one..as in the thing that is affecting me is not from me...but from others...ok..maybe just a little is from me..
i often wonder why am i so easily affected by others emotions....even thru the tv dramas...if there's any actor in there crying or feeling sad...98%....i'll be tearing too..though it's just a show...it's just a character...it affects me...therefore, if it's going to be the people around me going thru hard times..and i know it..and feel it...that's it...especially my loves ones...
it just pains me to see them suffering...and i here doing ok...i want to help but i dun know what to do?...but i know of a every powerful "tool"...and that is...prayer...it's powerful...becos thru prayers...your petition is brought before God...yes..our all mighty God...just tt we'll not the one who decides when our prayer will be answered..that's the challenging part i guess...But you know what..God knows what's best for each and anyone of us..we got to seek after Him..and all the amazing things that HE has plans for us will be reveal to us..one by one..step by step...
going thru trials..thou it's painful but if you were to go thru it...it will be an amazing experience...
In James 1:2-4 it says,
Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
Press on my friends...
Dun give up...
becos our Father God is with us all the time...
jia you....

Hi there, how's everyone?...i'm doing fine...preparing some stuff at home...i have yet found a job but i've applied and send in my resume to IBN for a month of attachment...could be a good experience for me...if i manage to finish my preparation, maybe next week i'll look for a job..maybe.lol...i'm a lazy person when comes to work..ha..
oh well, i started reading the new biligual bible i bought...told myself to brush up my chinese...i dunno how long i will last...as in you now...reading His word everyday...it'll be fine if i only read the english version...but nah...i have to read the chinese version too...so many words i forget how to read already la...really pray God will help me thru..to give me a good memory to rem the chinese charactors...to understand and gain new revelation...-thou it's been awhile since i gain any..ha..pray that i will be determine enough to at least finish the new testament...
the journey of a Christian life can have ups and downs...that's part and parcel of our growth...being able to strike a balance is a challenge...busy...tired...lazy...common reasons..how then can we maintain this relationship with our Father God?... sometimes we just have to put away EVERYTHING or should i say to lift up all our burdens and work to Him...let God renew and strenghten us...let God be our BOSS.....if man were to cont. striving on with their own strenght and flesh..one day..you will lose it all...you will break down...you will lose the intimacy with God too..it's hard...i didn't say it's easy...but we have to always kept that in mind..and do it...
Forgetting what is behind and straining towards what is ahead...i bet it's another challenging thing to do..
but God clearly tells us that in Philippian 3.13...a past memory..a past event..a past emotion..can stop one from moving ahead...can even prevent or hinder or bondage one from getting out of the misery...i experience it before and each day is a misery...but i realise if i were to really surrender them to God and asked Him to help me take it away...I can be free once again...free from bondages...free from hurts...but now, it's whether you want and allow God to come and intervene ornot?..or you rather let it linger in your mind and you trying to find a way out or and answer yourself...there's a choice to make...chose wisely pls...dun let the past haunt you..

i knew somethings gonna happen...just waiting for u to say but u prefer to type it out..well..eh...but u know clearly in your heart..it's over...

Phil 3.13-14 Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

Welcome to those people visiting my blog the first time!
well, i've display my blog add on my msn nick..it took me awhile to post it up though..becos there were some stuff that kinda stop me from posting it up...
my intention was to use my blog as a way to reach out to people...especially my friends...christian or non chrisitan..to testify about God and to encourage people..but i was thinking whether to put up my old enteries on the blog ornot...i have a past that wasn't good...i believed most of the people have a past that are not pleasent too...but one thing we got to know is...it doesn't matter how other ppl sees u...becos at the end of the day...God is the one you will meet...and most importantly...God doesn't care who you are..what you have done before...God still will accept u and call u His children if you were to come before Him...humble yourself...repent...and let God take control of your life...
i've experience His faithfulness and mercy..it is indeed amazing...many a times i disappoint God, i scold God...i blame God for everything...i even said i dun wanna be a christian anymore...but God did not give up on me...each time i fell...He was there to hold me up...
If you were to read my old enteries and compare it with the newer ones...i believe they have certainly change alot...I thank God for His teaching and guidance...how i manage to put away my past but to focus on God and look to the future...this transformation wouldn't have happened without God intervene..
Though my this little transformation may not be as impactful as a drug addict converting to a christian and now walking in the right path..(i've watch a dvd about this..it's really true..God changed his life)..but i believe God will touch different ppl differently.
i hope my little life transformation can be a testimony of how wonderful God is...if you are willing to take a step of faith to come before God...i can be sure that your life will never be the same again..
i give thanks to God...may all the glory and honour be to our God...Amen!

Thank you Lord! Praise you oh Lord!...indeed, our God is Great. He is almighty..Friends out there may be thinking why are we (christians) always saying thank you lord or praise you lord...i must say it's becos we are really thankful for all the things He has done for us..for ALL of us..be it christian or non believers...His sacrificial LOve is uncomparable..His amazing work is wonderful...i can only stand in awe to worship and thank Him..
i have a few things to share today..Firstly, once again...i want to thank God...becos He have given me the courage and boldness to pray for my mum..infront of her..saying the prayer aloud..some may think what's the big deal..but for me...it's a BIG deal..i find it harder to pray for people who are really close to me..my loved onces basically...but i finally did it...and i will cont. to do it..pray that God will cont. to increase this boldness and also preservance to pray for my mum till she is completely heal from her rashes..
next is the testimony from my beloved sista..
our God amazing hands is moving in her relatives members..though non believers..but they actually asked her and her dad to pray for their grandma who was sick...a group of people who used to discriminate our God..but now, they actually want them to pray for their mother...i can only thank God..His ways are indeed higher then ours..and His thoughts is beyond us...we do not know what will happen next...will they start to want to know more about Jesus?...will they and grandma accept Jesus as their Lord?..we do not know...but we will cont. to pray and intercede..
One thing that man will always expect is that their prayer will be answer IMMEDIATLY....i cannot deny that YEs, there are prayers that are answered right at that instance...miricules can happened at that very moment..it is thru God's grace and mercy that these happened...but we cannot always expect that when you pray..you want God to answer you immediatly..we cannot think that if our prayer is not answered, it means our God is not real..that's totally wrong...it is according to God's timing...in His time, He will make all things good..the answer to our prayer can be a YES or NO or Wait..we have to cont. to wait upon the Lord..trust and establish a intimate relationship with God..focus on God and not on our prob..then we will be able to see His works in us..
No matter how BIG our prob is..it will never change the fact and that our GOD is real..HE is a living God..God is with us ALL the time..it's whether we allow God to come into our life ornot..
Today is mothers' day..or parents' day..bro and me cooked dinner for our parents...glad things went smoothly...=)...
well, i shall stop here today..good night guys!

hi there, it has been a week plus since my last paper eh..well, last week was fun. Went to sentosa and the zoo!!...LOL...the sun was so terribly hot la. can't even play volleyball without jumping up and down..haha...oh ya...and at last, i went to 85market and the newly opened swensen at Tampines Mall. Yumyum!!
just last week, after my last paper. felt this sudden heaviness. has been reading people's blog, seeing things happening to people, their r/s and the world..doubt, worries and burdens seem to be pouring on me.
in the past, it used to be people praying and helping me...now that i'm strong once again, i really hope to do the same for others. to help them, to bless them, to encourage and strengthen them.
and God reminded me to lift up all these burdens to Him..to draw strength from Him becos i alone can't handle all these..and i Thank God during prayer vigil..HE helped me to pour out my burdens and to just be still in His presence..allow Him to once again renew and strengthen me.
Has been praying for strength, wisdom, creativity, courage and boldness.
Strength and wisdom to help and pray for others..creativity to think of games and script.
was a little hurt just now...but i dunno who's right or wrong..maybe it's not a matter of right or wrong..i guess it's just different ideas...different ways of doing things. Well, dunno if i should put my point across now..well well..i need to cont. to draw strength from the Lord

"The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer;
my God is my rock, in whom i take refuge.
He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.
I call to the Lord, who is worthy of praise, and i am saved from my enemies."
Psalm 18:1-3