hmmm, wondering if everyone still visit this blog.
the last entry i wrote was in july....and it's end of November now...
haha...i'm still here guys..i mean on earth..*bleah*

life is ok...i hope...been through many situation and here i am hoping that there is
an easier way to live life..

life is too short to waste...i'm already 20 but somehow i feel that i've been wasting it...
been thinking what am i good at...but i can't think of any...

still working at Raffles Hospital...5mths there...so far so good...still the youngest there but not for long...new ppl coming in next week...
will want to study again...but dunno what and dunno where..

how i wish there is a book..a guideline to living life that i can refer to...
something that i can see and not by faith..
cos sometimes...u just dunno what you are doing...
how to move on from here...

i'm tired...emotionally...i want to really feel the presence...can i??...
looking forward to the church camp...

been working for 1 month..
so far so good...
i miss studying...working is so tiring..
not that i dun like my job..but i dun like to work in general..
i just want to study..study something i like..
i hate choices...some may say i'm crazy...at least i have so many choices to choose..but they have none...but dun u guys agree sometimes it's just too hard to decide?...

anyway, i'm wondering who's taking over my position for the club..
feeling worried..dunno why...not about who's taking over...but about whether i can pass down enough info to the new pres to take over...
a good leader will not be a good leader unless he/she can train up a good follower..

i'm starting work tomorrow.
working in raffles hospital..
hope i'll be fine there..
i'm actually dreading to work..though i sick of slacking but working is boring too.
can't believe i am stepping into the working life le..everyday will be work eat sleep..work eat sleep..DAMN...I DUN WAN TO WORK!!!

sigh...most of my frens have already started working for like 2,3 months already..think they kindna used to the life le..now is my turn..oh man..i really dun wan to work..haiz..
bought same stuff for work..need to wear pants..no jean..haiz..so i got to buy shoes to match those pants...bought one myself but mum say not nice..yesterday mum saw the type of shoes she wanted me to buy and we bought it..and she brought me to a tailor shop, made two pants for me..very ex...sigh..
should be feeling happy rite..so founate to have them...but she shouldn't have treat me so nice..cos i'm not worth being treated nice..
dun think i've been a good daugther all this while..and now they treat me so good..it just make me feel so bad...haiz...

got a bite on my leg..dunno what bite..now swollen, pain and itch like mad..
and my knee is getting worst...i only know is my knee area but i dunno where is the actual spot...it hurts when i bend and stand up...shuck!

Hmmm....went for the aus uni open day...applied for 5 uni..eh..just trying...never really talk to my parents bout it...will only know if i got accepted 2,3 months later...kinda long...she will know it earlier i guess....
i know my mindset is wrong, but i only want to go into the same uni with her..she seem so sure bout what she wants, but there is one obstacle she has to pass it..her dad..
if she manage to convince her dad i think she will surly go for it...but what if we got the diff uni..though we applied the same 5 schools..oh man..what if the uni she wants to go is not what i really wants..what should i do...will i survive oversea alone..haiz..
worries never seem to end...sometimes i really wish there is no choices for me to choose from..sigh...

wonder if i have the strength to work ornot...have been slacking for a month u know..sleeping late and working up late..damn..tml start work at 8.30am...wish me luck...

i'm feeling down..what's happening again??

woah!...i've been MIA for bout a month already eh..lol
so sorry guys...
I'm back to update bout my life.

i'm now searching for a job and i went for an interview already.
high chance of getting in but i hesitate for awhile.
it wasn't what i expected it to be.
i was offered many jobs....seriously..
first was to be a TSO back in TP..second was a med tech in sgh biochem lab..third was back at my attachment area..fourth was in cgh histo lab..fifth was in sgh histo lab..sixth was a part time job at HSA..seventh was a med tech in raffles hospital..eight was a research/clinical ass at gleneagles med ctr.

VERY VEry Very LUCKY and Blessed right...yea..i think so too..i really wanna thank all my lecturers and friends who kept informing me about the lobangs..i didn't search for them..all the above was told to me by people.
but sometimes no choice maybe the best choice dun you think so...
of the above 8 choices..i send up my resume for 4 of them..didn't apply for 2 of it cos i'm still involve in school activies..

ppl say i very choosy...am i?...maybe a little..i admit it...for now i just wish i could work in a hospital..not a private lab..i wanna try working in a hospital environment..not becos i dun like my attachment place..i just wanna experience different environment...that's why i turn my down my supervior twice..but now..If only the lab is nearer to my place..if only i know what am i going to expect..i'll surly go back to my attachment place.
i want to learn many things..learn many more stuff..and i think my attachment area can help me fulfilled it..but..haiz..i'm confused..but i can't go on like that anymore..
i hope i'm wrong about it...

since young, i am very lucky..i got into the sec school i want..i got into the poly and course i want. All my first choice..until now i still thought i will get whatever i want. but i was proven wrong..
i realised i'm not in control of anything at all..haha..but it's ok..i learnt..and will move on..

down with a sore throat now...i'm losing my voice..lol...been a long time since i'm sick...
i like to be sick..got excuse dun need to work..lol..kk...

going to be alone at home now..mum going out..she took leave from work cos now holiday..talking bout this...kinda sad cos mum may not be able to go for my graduation ceremony...so hard to get leave meh...graduation lei...she say i graduate from Uni then she go..also dunno i will go uni ornot...sigh...nvm...it's over...

it's been 3 years in tp...it's been 3 years in club...seeing the club grow makes me happy...seeing the club getting well known in school now make me proud..but all this wouldn't has happen without tears and hardwork...i hope i've make the ex committee proud too..
i guess i've been doing things to let other ppl see all this while..and not for myself..is that wrong?..hmmm...

for those who wish to run the committee again...i'm glad to hear that..i'm glad to know that throughout the 2years...u guys have also build up this passion like i had..its the passion that make me wanna run again...i hope this passion will also strengthen you guys...do remember..we need new blood too k...eh...all the best guys...i'm retiring soon...lol...

thanks for the encouragment too...i'll miss u guys...

melt my harden heart...i'm asking u..
make me cry...i'm begging u...

have i mention i've been dreaming for the past few weeks...almost everyday...it's getting irritating..every morning i'll be super tired..
last time was nightmare...now is unrealistic dreams..oh man...can't i just have a good sleep...

got emo in the afternoon...suddenly thought of my ex again...maybe cos i got nothing to do then i start to think of many many things again...things that are kept at the back of my brain flashes back..

how are u now? ...sigh...that's the only question i can ask now i guess...it's just so funny...when things change...it really change..crap..what am i talking about...

do u think people appreciate the things i've done?...do u think people know how much i've put in..not that i wan the whole world to know about it...but...when is the last time people praised me?..
no one actually told me i've chose the right path..no one actually said i've done a good job for running the club as a pres again...people joke around bout my joanne disease...i dun mind..but it somehow change the way people look at me...i dunno..i think i'm thinking too much...i'm going crazy soon...

i guess the only thing i'm good at now is to cry...everyday i cry...
felt so lost...i know i need to find a job SOON...
i know i can't cont. to slack anymore..i know all that...so what's the point of saying but not doing anything..
that's me..i have no energy to do ANYTHING now..
everyday i feel useless...that is enough to spoil my day..that is enough to make me cry..that is enough to pull me alway from the real world...
why is this happening to me..
once again..i felt lonely..i felt lost..

i need u now...where are u..it works both way but why are u so slow in replying...i lose hope in u..i no longer find strenght and comfort...everytime i think of u...i cry..everytime i see other people believing in u..i cry..how can i be them..when will i experience u once again..my heart is harden..i can't feel anything now..i am a lost sheep..where is my shepherd..

i got a feeling i'll piss someone off very soon..i hope this wont happen..if it happen...i really dun see where am i still here...i should be gone..gone long ago..gone far far away..

hello ...dun worry...i'm still alive...
just finish my 5 day straight camp..tiring tiring..
i'm still jobless here...partly cos i didnt look for it..
still busy with club stuff..
was wondering what will happen to me after i step down...i'll be totally lost lar..
lol...well...having headache now...can't cont le
will update soon..

hello ...dun worry...i'm still alive...
just finish my 5 day straight camp..tiring tiring..
i'm still jobless here...partly cos i didnt look for it..
still busy with club stuff..
was wondering what will happen to me after i step down...i'll be totally lost lar..
lol...well...having headache now...can't cont le
will update soon..

i'm super bored now...sigh...many things to do but i got no mood...haiz...
well, i guess i'll be at home the whole day today..eh..
got lost yesterday when i try to seach for the shops to get my finance forms stamp and sign..
spent bout 13bucks on taxi..eh...lu chi jiu shi lu chi...
went to jalan bersa ($9.30) then to sunshine plaza...should take bus 65 then reach le..but i go and take 23..dotz...end up going segrangoo..ask the bus driver he say i take wrong side..
the road is one way de so i need to like cross the street lar...then again..got lost...and was late le so took taxi again..($4.10)
after sunshine plaza go orchard stn then to crown hotel then to interchange and finally back to school...hopefully the finance can close le man...eh...alright

i guess i'm really going tpsu dnd ba...need to support...eh...$58...i'm not working lo...kept taking $$ from parents..
well i guess i'm quite lucky ba..never go find work but work come and find me...Ms Chew sms again to ask if i'm interested to accept a job in sgh biochem lab...i thought i can't work in sgh le cos of the 2years contract thingy...i dun wanna work for 2years lei..i wanna study de...hmm...hopefully ms chew lobang is no contract de...then i told her i wanna work in micro lab..she say she can give me contacts..that's great rite..haha...
but i still dun feel like working..haha..kk...i shan't be lazy lar...hmm..i just dun wanna go thru interview and ya...adapt to new environment again..

hmmm...damn bored..alone at home...no one to go out with..no $$ too...sigh...
club chalet coming...hope will have fun there...oltc camp coming too...hope things will be alright...
this sat going sentosa..haha...hope can get tanned...sun dad say he cooking crab..haha...good good..i'm craving for seafood sia...
hmm...those are the things that i'm looking forward to to get me move on...eh..

ASc D&D is over...i'm finally feeling relaxed...is it a good sign or a bad one..haha...
well, i will only say that the D&D is alright..ok...i expect more from myself...but at least it was a dream come true...

and yup, i've recieved my result. i got a B for my MP..GPA 3.24...hmm..i'm not sad...but i'm not really happy too...

vincent is in army le..he has started a new journey..hoping he will perform well in there...
Sheewee started work..and we seldom meet up now...but it doesn't mean we dun care for each other...
Sis is starting work soon...20th march...sigh...i told her i'll be fine...i'll take care of myself...but i still cry...looks like i really can't hide anything from you gal..i'm too used to having her around...one more week to play...play hard ya...
going to be an working young adult le...it's sian but...jia you gal...

as for me...still slacking...my event is over...still have 2 more events but i'm not in the organising team...hmm...felt weird..should i let them plan themselve or should i constantly advised them even though they didn't approach me...hmm...i dunno...eh..

i think i seriously need to think about what i wanna do next time le..or even now...i can't seem to ask for $$ from my parents again but the fact is...i still need too...i need $$...i need work...but i'm lazy...i dun wanna work..i dun wan to do rountin work everyday...i dunno what i want...arg...i miss being a student...haiz.

*tell me what should i do...where should i go...*

well, let's talk about happy stuff now...for the pass one month, really wanna thank you gal..and i hope i've been a good sis too....ups or downs...we go through together..the laughter and joy..anger and tears...will always be remembered...i wan this sisterhood to last long long..=)

went sentosa with sis today..wanna get tanned but end up still the same... =(
spent alot...about 80plus i think..haha...but i was thinking...i wont have any chance to spent it after this week..lol..

having a chalet with the club on the 27-29th march...hope it will be fun...this year really too little gathering le...

i wanna go TPSU D&D...but it's $58..and i can't find ppl go...=(

18th March...swimming in the morning...badminton in the afternoon and wedding dinner at night..haha...so happy..

i wan 14,15,16,17,18,19th March to have many many things do...haha...kk...need to sleep le..

night...

it's been 2weeks since i'm unofficially graduated...i'm still lost...

throughout my poly life..much time and effort was given for the club...
never had i thought about my future cos i was too busy with it..
now that it's ending soon...i'm totally lost..
sigh...

what do i really wan to do...what do i really wan in life...
a question i can never answer..

i hope u are feeling better...i hope you are doing fine....i hope i can accompany you everyday..but i can't..and i feel bad..
didn't wan you to work cos i know i'll be alone after that...but i realise i can't be so selfish...i realise i can't always be with you...that' why i was like askin u to start work soon...
i know i've said this to you b4 but ya...say wanna say again.

been feeling useless recently..miss out one impt paper work for my dnd...now end up i cannot draw out money...damn...feel so super disorganised...
after 3 years in poly..president of club for 2years...it was my dream...to be a head of a certain club...it's ambitous...i know...was very happy i got the post...cos it was my dream..
but end up...i saw my weaknesses in there...
i wasn't a capable as i thought i was..
i show no confident...i lack of it...i'm force to fake myself infront of ppl...i realise i wasn't what i thought i am...

Stupid nightmares!!!!
go away!!!
DAmN!!

what to you want from me!!!

ARG!!

life is still not good yet...
have been with sis for the past few days...
i hope u are really feeling better le..it takes time gal...it's ok about the mood swing and etc...u will be fine de...u will get through it de...you have me...you have our dear god...sigh...i just want you to be happy and as day pass by, you will not worry so much le...
i miss ur smile gal...ur true smile...
got alot of things to say, but i suddenly dunno what to say le...
But i'm really glad i was able to be by your side all these while...thank you for allowing me to do so too gal...guess we really understand how important we are to one another now...

i'm still single..going to 7mths...many ups and downs...but i'm alright...there will always be memories in me..that's why i will be affected somehow...but i'm fine...really...
you are going army soon...let just put our broken relationship aside and you go be a man in the army alright..i wont do anything now..i dunno bout the future..but after 7mths..i guess i just dun wish to talk and think about it le...

will be busy with club now...ASc D&D is next friday..so fast...i'm not prepared!!
sigh, i realise how useless and disorganized i am when my frens are not around to remind me about stuff...
after 5mths...i'm really not ready to go back....this event...really very messy...argh!!!
i'm not focus...i miss out many things..i still cannot picture how the whole event is gonna be like...argh...dun like this feeling...

my future, uncertain...it's seem that i can't be bothered bout my future...what am i going to do or work as? Answer: i dunno...can i just slack all the way...-_-'''...haiz...

my relationship with HIM....bad...i lied again and again...what's wrong with me...

*sigh*

*

life in TP is coming to an end...this is BAD!
eh...standing at a crossroad feels so sucky...
oh well, got into an aus uni...register for fun and now i got in....parents are asking me what's my decision...the answer is...I DUN KNOW! *bleah*
i got no time to think about my future now...this is just so sucky..
or maybe, i dun wish to think about it...

when passion turns into burden...everything is just so wrong...

gonna name my hamster gerger and boyboy...ya ya...i know...not creative at all..but i like...
haiz...hamster hamster...they will be the only two accompanying me soon...this is BAD...haiz...

everything will soon become a memory...no matter how much efford you put in...when there is a beginning..there is an end...now it's ending....it's over...what have i achieve?....is the what i wan...who cares you have put in how much effort...no one will remember...no one cares...no one knows....

*looking around for a place to hide*

hello...been awhile since i've update my blog ya...been busy...very busy...
life has been revolving around my MP and MP and more MP...just glad it's ending soon..
Next will be busy with club stuff...kinda bored eh..everytime club club and club...
no. of ppl for my event hasn't reach the target yet..
many things have not been settled too..this just suck!
oh well...when one doesn't have the passion to do something...everything just seem bad...

hmm..anyway...i got two baby hamsters now..haha...very happy...as usual..mum kept nagging...haiz...i'm worried too...worry i cannot take care of them properly...maybe mum is right...i dun even know how to take care of myself...still wanna have pets...DOTZ...

alright...got to do work le...
take care my fren...

*can i turn back time*

my First Day of CNY :
went to church..
flooded the church...dunno why..but i guess there are things that are still bothering me...
projects?...club?...family?...hmmm...i dun feel any saddness actually...just so tired..about everything...feeling numb i guess...
my family...kinda feel that i've distanced from them..not that they have neglected me...they still love me alot...but i'm the one who is distancing away from them...i dun like to share my prob with them...they know it...not becos of their nagging...but just feel that it wont make any different ba...my prob just add into their worries..like to keep to myself..eh...talk lesser to them now...bleah...

hmm..after church went home..sleep for awhile...aunt came to eat lunch..thanks to my BROTHER and my two little cousins...they SHOCK me up lar...haha..
well....seeing the two kids brightens up my day..there are so cute lo...so pretty and handsome..haha...and they can sing lo...=)...
after they went back..my family played majong...4ppl..just nice...lost 7bucks..haha..
then went to watch movie...I Not Stupid Too...typical Jack Neo show...cry and laugh and cry and laugh...=)
then went home...
End of First Day..
It's so different compared to last year (when i'm still attached)..and two years back(when my grandma is still around)...haiz...boring CNY...

Today:
wake up take family photo..then went to visit my late grandma...then my step grandma..then met emily..watch dvd at her house..then now..back home...alone..haha...
i kinda make myself look like a loner eh...haiz..dunno lar...just wanna be alone..tired of meeting ppl... smiling here and there when actually i dun feel like smiling at all....sian...
LIfe is no good now...arGh..!!
Tml meeting ex club members go visiting...let's hope i will really enjoy myself..and not trying to fake a smile out...haiz...i'm so tired...i feel like crying again...but i can't...so xin ku...argh!!

5 more mins to CNY...i just dun have the New YEaR mood...
haiz...
i miss grandma...
both my grandma actually...
haiz..

it's 9.53am..and yup...i'm at home again!!!..haha...i cheat my boss again?...haha...
going to attend a dialogue session with one of the MP at SP later at 3pm...talking about Female Leadership..hmm..interesting eh...gotta wear formal..oh man...let's hope everything will go well..
after that i'll be meeting jason...our event planner for D&D..quite rushing but no choice...response still low now..oh man..haiz..let's hope this friday...many people will approach me to sign up...eh...

watched the memoir of Geisha last night with my youth gp...the show was good i must say..did some catching up with them too..was a great night..

well, SIP ending soon...5mths is gone...that's real fast...chionging project like mad...after SIP will be chionging for club event...hmmm...it's my final year le...i'm starting to miss the club...haha...aiya..dunno what to blog now lar..headache again...dammit...how long will this headache last..let's see...

dear gal, take care of yourself k..i dunno what to say but you know me...

many things are happening around me...things that will affect me emotionally....things that will make my heart turn sour...things that i dunno how to handle....

time is running out...but i can't seem to do any work every night...
once i'm online...that's it..can't stop myself from coming online too...

Quite a disappointment with the response so far...different ppl different thinking...just hope we wont end up foking $$ to pay back....i think mine thinking is wrong...i should expect more from myself...

i'm really disappointed with some frens out there...just feel a sourness when talking to them...guess i've been living in my own world all this while...and they have moved on...but pls dun go too far...i dun wish to be waken up from that beautiful dream...i dun wish to know that it's been a lie all this while...

relationship...it's so complicated...
we often hope it will last...but i guess we cannot expect too much from it...
nobody knows what will happen in the future...nobody knows when things are going to change...
if it's not going to last then why be together in the beginning...
seperation...is something so heartbrokening...something so hard to bear....

i cried at the bus-stop...in my workplace...in school...in the train..in the bus...at home...outside..
felt so disappointed..so sad...so heart ache when such things happen...especially to something so dear to me..

sis is angry with me now.
i can't stop you if you wanna be angry with me...
or maybe you are angry with yourself for not being able to make me feel better...
i know you guys supports me...emotionally wise...
the truth is..it's not enough...
going through such situation physically alone....is not enough...
i've been saying i'm tired...i'm really tired le...in the past...i got a few of you by my side...including 2 seniors with me to take care of the club...
now there is only 1or maybe 2 taking care of 39ppl...
i may sound as if i'm force to cont. in it again...but the truth is
this club is so dear to me that i wont allow any of such to happen...
when it happened, i am sad...i am disappointed..

many time and effort, tears and laughter were used to build up the club...
bonds were created but some seems to have broken....
is doing all this worthwhile....i'm asking myself....

having headache AGAIN...for the past THREE nights...oh SHIT....haiz...
was tearing when i was playing the guitar this morning...suddenly rem...eh..haiz..

how i wish they are growing....only a few people are putting in their effort...their time and strength to get it running...how to function only with a few ppl...
why such things will happen?
is it becos i have been neglecting them?...it is becos i have not been a good president...
people aren't working as a team man...where has the bonding gone to...

i just feel so disappointed...with the club..the people...and myself...only certain ppl are putting in effort...and it has been tough on them...why you guys dun think about how they are coping...they are also busy and tired....but they are still trying hard...put yourself in their shoe guys...
i dun really know what's going on now...i really lost touch le...you guys may have your reasons for not turning up...but everyone has his or her own things to do too...where has the committment gone too....
i admit i'm like neglecting the club too..i am at fault..i am at fault...it's just so hard to handle club and work at the same time....what i can do is to hear from diff ppl now and then...
the club is different now...of cos i know it's different...if you find something is wrong...then do something to change it back...or even better...haiz...what wrong with everyone.....what wrong with me....i feel so helpless lar...so useless...i can't function alone...

i am doubting the happniess i felt for the past weeks?
i felt like crying now...i'm tired...

i'm at home now...it's 3.30pm..haha...
im just lazy to go work...erps...eh...
was suppose to go for a career talk butthen last minute dun need to attend le...
butthen i told my supervisor i'm not going work today...so...haha...yes...i cheated my boss...
whatever, i just need to have a good rest..
i need time to do my work...but...i haven start on any yet...DAMN!!!

i guess what's really from the past cannot be brought to the future...
i was tearing on the MRT on the way to sch...thinking about the above sentence...
my relationship and my club..hmm..
well have to moved on...

now it's 5.30pm. did some work just now..so..yup..completed what i wanna do though it's very little...haiz..nvm..tonight shall do again...
going to school now...sian...
it has become a responsibility rather then...i dunno...
haiz...nvm...where have my friends gone to...wo de jing sheng zhi zhu...
the group of friends are the ones who made me wanna go back even though i'm super busy and tired...oh man...things have changed...

hmm...my previous entry was not very nice ya...mood swing i guess..sorry..miss u guys ba..
but i understand...it's different now...i'll be alright..i got to move on and not look back rite..eh..it's hard but i got to do it..

well, went shopping but bought nothing...maybe tml getting a pants ba..
new year is just a normal day...nothing special to me anymore..
doesn't matter if i got new clothes to wear ornot..ha..
hee...i cut my hair...now got fringe...sis say my hair got style...ha..thanks ya..
yvonne say i pretty..say 3times somemore lei..haha...kk

whole day at home today...but sis was with me...=)..thanks gal, for coming over...
just love to disturb you when you are tired man..ops...hee...
time we've spent together...though we did nothing special, though it's short...but i treasure alot...
take good care of yourself...
this one month plus will be busy and tiring...must jia you k...

when are you going to talk to me again?...
must u do this to forget me?...oh man...
i'm not suppose to feel this way...

Going to miss us....Going to miss the club..
...ALL LIARS!!!
Move on..yea..Go go...fine with me...
YES, I'M ANGRY WITH YOU GUYS!!!!
first you guys leave me alone...now...this happen...GREAT!!!

I DUN NEED YOU GUYS...

have own reasons rite...okay lo...wont force one..dun wanna join then dun join...
dun join cos of me..dun join cos i'm angry now....it wont help..later join already not happy then blame me...join without a sincere heart also no use...
it just show me something...all these bonding are FAKE...
dun bother...dun even bother saying you guys miss the club...
LIARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's 10am...i'm here chiong-ing my MP...
hate it when i have to rush through things...
blame it on myself for being too lazy...and not learnt my lesson...
not putting any high hopes for my MP now...just hope can get at least a C grade...

may be going to some University Open House next week..still not sure what i wanna study..have to check out what course and module they offer man...

Tomorrow is his birthday...Happy Birthday To You...
22years old already...so fast...
dOn't think you will want to meet up rite?...
must be feeling super angry still...
really duNno what i can do nOw...

hopefully, one day we will be able to talk to each other again...till that day comes..take care...

stress StRess STRESS...
i'm dead..
breaking down..

*feeling abit funny still*

I'M BACK!!!...
it's a NEW YEAR!!...2thousand5 is over...here come 2thousand6..haha..
2005 has been a...hmm...what word to use..hmm...has been a .."CHALLENGING" year ba..
many significant events happened..
happy ones...sad ones...unforgettable ones...memorable ones..guilty ones..regretful ones...shocking ones..and many many ones...
thank you for all the wonderful moments guys..
as for sad ones..i believe it happened for a reason..so ya..move on peep..move on..ha...

a new year ahead...new start...new beginning...
have to be prepare to face many more obstacles...
main concern now will be my future i guess..
what am i going to study after poly...and where..oh man..
while...i'll see how things goes...ha..

take care my frens..
take care my family...
take care..

*A new beginning*