feeling funny...feeling weird...everything that is happening around me...even in my dreams are affecting me greatly..
things are not really doing well for me..
i can't explain..
i guess many little things are piling together creating one big piece of shit..
anyway...i saw alot of babies today..
so cute you know...how i wish i can have one now..i'm serious..
told my mum " two years later i'll give you one grandchild"...eh..yea..i know..crazy..
nvm...
i'm out.

Happy New Year everyone!
it's the first day of the Lunar New Year.
at home...as usual...went to our old neighbour house..
all the children grow so much already...all the uncles and aunties still doing good.
Glad to see that..but somehow, i feel that the grandma wasn't happy.
dunno why i feel that way...
gonna watch movie with my family later...it's our routin very year since my grandma past away.. tml gonna stay at home to do report..hopefully i can finish it by tml..haha...no mood no mood..
sat morning maybe going to visit my sec. school teacher..then going over to parent's friend chalet..see how ba...if i manage to finish my report...hmm...sun..church and going around to visit the youth family...then new year is over...ha... .
he asked, why dun i give him a chance....it's not bout him i guess...said b4...i'm not ready..a relationship needs two people to clap...if i'm not ready to sacrify time for it..i dun think this relationship will work..i can't be expecting the other partner to give in to me all the time ya..eh..
oh ya...topic for new year visiting is changing man...
last time ppl used to ask " how's school?...how's your result?...which poly or jc are you going to?"
now, ppl ask " so, where's your bf...why dun have yet...when marry.."...haha...
ok...going to try to start on my report now...
tc peep!

Blessed are those who trust in the Lord.

hey there..it's been a year yea..Well..just feel bored now. Not because i've got nothing to do, but i'm just too lazy to do. Maybe cos CYN is coming..holiday mood is here!!..haha.
Alright...life for the past one year was...interesting..many changes..but i believe these changes are necessary...
studying at NTU now...year 1 student...how sucky is that..lol..student life for me is totally different now compared to poly..haha..school..study...home...that's all..no events..no meeting..no activities..no wonder i feel bored..haha..but i guess the joanne from poly have changed..hope it's for the good..
still single now...somehow forget what's the feeling of being in relationship..i guess as more resposibilities come into our life..making decision seems to be harder..i'm not ready..thats the reason i gave..is that the true reason?...i think so..ha..whatever...
I can't say it didn't affect me..it did actually..but i chose to end it as soon as possible..felt sad..at the same time...i'm glad too....hope ur're coping well...
oh ya...i'm going for a short get-away to bintan with my dear sis!!..haha..it's our first time going oversea alone..hope it will be a fruitful one..but after the break...she's gonna start her hectic schooling and working again...and i...study study study...so bored right..oh man..what can i do sia..ha...