many things are happening around me...things that will affect me emotionally....things that will make my heart turn sour...things that i dunno how to handle....

time is running out...but i can't seem to do any work every night...
once i'm online...that's it..can't stop myself from coming online too...

Quite a disappointment with the response so far...different ppl different thinking...just hope we wont end up foking $$ to pay back....i think mine thinking is wrong...i should expect more from myself...

i'm really disappointed with some frens out there...just feel a sourness when talking to them...guess i've been living in my own world all this while...and they have moved on...but pls dun go too far...i dun wish to be waken up from that beautiful dream...i dun wish to know that it's been a lie all this while...

relationship...it's so complicated...
we often hope it will last...but i guess we cannot expect too much from it...
nobody knows what will happen in the future...nobody knows when things are going to change...
if it's not going to last then why be together in the beginning...
seperation...is something so heartbrokening...something so hard to bear....