i cried at the bus-stop...in my workplace...in school...in the train..in the bus...at home...outside..
felt so disappointed..so sad...so heart ache when such things happen...especially to something so dear to me..

sis is angry with me now.
i can't stop you if you wanna be angry with me...
or maybe you are angry with yourself for not being able to make me feel better...
i know you guys supports me...emotionally wise...
the truth is..it's not enough...
going through such situation physically alone....is not enough...
i've been saying i'm tired...i'm really tired le...in the past...i got a few of you by my side...including 2 seniors with me to take care of the club...
now there is only 1or maybe 2 taking care of 39ppl...
i may sound as if i'm force to cont. in it again...but the truth is
this club is so dear to me that i wont allow any of such to happen...
when it happened, i am sad...i am disappointed..

many time and effort, tears and laughter were used to build up the club...
bonds were created but some seems to have broken....
is doing all this worthwhile....i'm asking myself....